Alowing oneslef to flow with impulse, irrational, illogical, but strong impulse, whislt often badley regarded by firends and people " who want you to do well".. Actualy seems always to lead exactley to whatever you need in life. I have so many times abandoned my logical path, and was looked down upon by frustrated people who "knew better for me", but actualy it seems only when these urges strike I and I go full steam ahead irregrdles of "advice", embracing total changes of direction, everything I want comes to pass. In fact often obssesive sticking to the traintrack which seems to be the right way from A to B in the jungle, can often result in loosing your head. Whilst red-riding-hooding it off the track, folowing random curiosities, pretty leaves an d animals, will lead you right to El Dorado. I have given up this working year for baby rearing, forgot aobut aplications and bienales, and suddnely a boom of invitations to do exhibitions is arriving. Magic.