pre show flutters

Tomorrow is the show, and tonight I bought the frames, framed most of the works, painted to completion what I thought where unfinished ones.
But the thing is even in the same project I have developed a variety of styles, depending on my mood.  It seems the less paint I put on, the more beautiful the paintings, and yet I sometimes have to work it like an ox works a field. And its always just the same the fear of the unknown the next step, will I ruin this, will I have to give up and start again which I am reluctant to, so I burrow on until several aesthetic solutions happen one after another on the same painting and of the same portrait, and eventually I settle with a style. hm. I have settled with Kzenya looking like a pretty Disney character, and Giada looking like a rainbow woman, and Linda appearing form a pink cloud , which is a style separate to the rest of the collection, but it somehow described them whe n I painted them live and I feel restarting from photo would be cheating and lack something .

Any way good night. This will be the second show painted since giving birth to Floriana last February, first show this year, and I hope there will be many more realised his year, and in various countries . Now good night.
sunci